[ Hien throws away the garbage and puts the trays where they're supposed to go. He watches Haiga follow, so he slows down a little so that he can catch up. ]
We can't limit things like that, because of how conversations work. One topic leads to another all the time.
Well, I do want us to be able to talk about anything.
[ even just the action of one of them slowing down and waiting for the other naturally and without much thought - that fluttering feeling doesn’t stop. he wishes he could hold hien’s hand if only for a moment. ]
But I guess… dancing around it is just as annoying as poking at it constantly…
Hien looks at Haiga a bit, thinking. They're outside and it's not like he's going to announce his relationship to everybody around him. But still, a hug is no big deal for Hien, so he stops walking and hugs Haiga from the front, wrapping his arms around him like he's a giant teddy bear. ]
[ even as his arms come up automatically to hug hien back. overly warm in his arms - and ugh his heart’s trying to jump right out of his chest.
(he’s slightly nervous about people finding out he’s bi, but mostly he doesn’t want anyone to treat them differently. but hien is so nonchalant about this stuff, haiga thinks most people will brush it off.) ]
[ thinking of that first day they met, he totally could have carried hien all the way to the campus clinic. hien’s not short by any means, but he won’t deny there’s a pleased prickle that he’s taller than him. taller = reliable, in a way. ]
Well… I mean… how much do you think I like you? On a scale of 1 to 10.
Hien is quiet. He meant that he looks like the copy paste of anyone out there. Blank face and short black hair is a staple. He's not even as tall as he wants to be. He thinks there's nothing unique about his appearance.
Despite that, Haiga says what he says and it almost makes Hien feel special.
[ some small part of him will always be a little nervous about people treating them differently if they’re this obvious in public, but he can’t find that he minds too much right now - or at all - when hien’s so cool and straightforward about his actions. he doesn’t even have a chance to do much more than touch his cheek and blush from the phantom heat, stumbling after hien. ]
Oh man, I give up, can we please just get to our room ASAP?
[ they’re almost there anyway. haiga will absolutely be rushing them the last couple of meters, overtaking hien if he has to. ]
[ haiga also has his key - in theory. did he bring it? the heat from his cheeks and his ears are making it hard for his brain to remember. is he gonna say no to a chance at crowding hien impatiently into the room once he opens the door? fuck no.
and once they’re in enough to swing it shut and enclose themselves in the comfort of their space - his and hien’s - he brings their hands (his and hien’s - haiga finally understands how his clingy ex feels and sends her a mental apology) to his chest so hien can feel how loud his heart is. he’s not embarrassed. he’s excited. ]
This is not out of the blue. I’m asking - can I?
[ is he patient enough to wait? he should be, but he’s not. maybe this is because he likes hien too much and this is something he should work on - but after he leans down to kiss his boyfriend (!!), sealing their lips together properly this time. ]
[ Hien can certainly feel how much Haiga's heart is beating and he's about to respond to his question, but his answer is cut off by a kiss. Oh.
Well.
Okay.
Hien briefly returns the kiss and parts their lips, but a little on guard since Haiga seems to be very excited. It's not out of self-defense, but a possibility of there being an abrupt second kiss. ]
[ even as he says that - and means it in the way he earnestly means all his apologies - the intense way he stares at hien lacks any hint of regret. it’s really hard to regret kissing the guy you like, after all.
there are elements to this that he’s trying hard not to fixate on (kissing in their room) (kissing) (in their room!!) (whoa that’s kind of intense actually and a little…) (kissing) … too much… ]
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Date: 2026-03-04 12:22 am (UTC)We can't limit things like that, because of how conversations work. One topic leads to another all the time.
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Date: 2026-03-04 12:56 am (UTC)[ even just the action of one of them slowing down and waiting for the other naturally and without much thought - that fluttering feeling doesn’t stop. he wishes he could hold hien’s hand if only for a moment. ]
But I guess… dancing around it is just as annoying as poking at it constantly…
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Date: 2026-03-06 03:15 pm (UTC)[ No dancing. No beating around the bush. No constant poking. ]
I prefer just talking about it straightforwardly or just not talking about it at all.
[ Hien leads Haiga out of the cafeteria. The fresh air is nice. ]
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Date: 2026-03-07 07:03 am (UTC)What about… talking about this stuff while we hug?
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Date: 2026-03-09 06:44 am (UTC)Hien looks at Haiga a bit, thinking. They're outside and it's not like he's going to announce his relationship to everybody around him. But still, a hug is no big deal for Hien, so he stops walking and hugs Haiga from the front, wrapping his arms around him like he's a giant teddy bear. ]
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Date: 2026-03-09 06:57 am (UTC)[ even as his arms come up automatically to hug hien back. overly warm in his arms - and ugh his heart’s trying to jump right out of his chest.
(he’s slightly nervous about people finding out he’s bi, but mostly he doesn’t want anyone to treat them differently. but hien is so nonchalant about this stuff, haiga thinks most people will brush it off.) ]
… I think you underestimate how much I like you.
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Date: 2026-03-09 07:05 am (UTC)What do you mean?
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Date: 2026-03-09 07:18 am (UTC)Well… I mean… how much do you think I like you? On a scale of 1 to 10.
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Date: 2026-03-09 12:41 pm (UTC)[ Hien looks into his eyes. ]
About 8, at the risk of sounding vain.
[ ok ]
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Date: 2026-03-10 12:46 am (UTC)That’s low!!
[ what do you mean calling yourself an 8 is vain… he knew hien was underestimating… man… ]
A 12 at least. 15 is probably more accurate…
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Date: 2026-03-20 03:02 pm (UTC)[ He says, deadpan. But Hien gets where Haiga is coming from and what he's trying to convey. ]
I look like the average person you can pick out on the street.
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Date: 2026-03-21 03:45 am (UTC)But you know… I could pick you out in a crowd. Every single time probably. Because you’re the only one I’d want to see.
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Date: 2026-03-28 02:42 pm (UTC)Hien is quiet. He meant that he looks like the copy paste of anyone out there. Blank face and short black hair is a staple. He's not even as tall as he wants to be. He thinks there's nothing unique about his appearance.
Despite that, Haiga says what he says and it almost makes Hien feel special.
Almost, because— ]
Just call me if you need to find me that bad.
[ He quietly huffs. Baka... ]
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Date: 2026-03-29 02:25 am (UTC)his heart is as warm and happy as his smile, as this hug. ]
Maybe a 20. It keeps going up.
[ i keep liking you more. ]
Um… Let’s head back in before I do something stupid.
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Date: 2026-03-31 02:12 am (UTC)[ lol
Hien leads the way back anyway, pulling away from the hug but holding Haiga's hand. ]
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Date: 2026-04-05 04:07 pm (UTC)Well, obviously I want to.
[ let him set record re: his gay feelings straight. make no mistake.
wait one more thing: ]
But - not out of the blue. That was kinda - look, I wasn’t thinking. I should have asked.
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Date: 2026-04-05 04:59 pm (UTC)[ Hien wouldn't say he's dense, but sometimes he can't fathom it happening. It's fine. He knows what kind of response he'll get if he tells Haiga. ]
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Date: 2026-04-05 05:13 pm (UTC)[ in the moment, logic had no chance against what he really, really, really had been wanting for weeks (if not months) now. ]
I mean - if I had asked to kiss you, there’s not really a lot of ways to interpret that, right?
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Date: 2026-04-05 05:15 pm (UTC)[ Hien pulls Haiga along and gives him a quick peck on the cheek. He resumes walking while dragging Haiga along right after. ]
It's not so bad.
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Date: 2026-04-05 05:30 pm (UTC)[ some small part of him will always be a little nervous about people treating them differently if they’re this obvious in public, but he can’t find that he minds too much right now - or at all - when hien’s so cool and straightforward about his actions. he doesn’t even have a chance to do much more than touch his cheek and blush from the phantom heat, stumbling after hien. ]
Oh man, I give up, can we please just get to our room ASAP?
[ they’re almost there anyway. haiga will absolutely be rushing them the last couple of meters, overtaking hien if he has to. ]
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Date: 2026-04-05 06:27 pm (UTC)[ So that Haiga can be embarrassed in peace? Sure. Hien looks at him being overtaken and goes to catch up with the key in hand. ]
Don't forget to unlock the door. We have to do that first.
[ Just so he knows. ]
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Date: 2026-04-06 02:23 pm (UTC)and once they’re in enough to swing it shut and enclose themselves in the comfort of their space - his and hien’s - he brings their hands (his and hien’s - haiga finally understands how his clingy ex feels and sends her a mental apology) to his chest so hien can feel how loud his heart is. he’s not embarrassed. he’s excited. ]
This is not out of the blue. I’m asking - can I?
[ is he patient enough to wait? he should be, but he’s not. maybe this is because he likes hien too much and this is something he should work on - but after he leans down to kiss his boyfriend (!!), sealing their lips together properly this time. ]
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Date: 2026-04-06 03:23 pm (UTC)Well.
Okay.
Hien briefly returns the kiss and parts their lips, but a little on guard since Haiga seems to be very excited. It's not out of self-defense, but a possibility of there being an abrupt second kiss. ]
... That's not how you ask for permission.
[ He huffs, even though he's not put off by it. ]
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Date: 2026-04-07 05:22 am (UTC)I know. My bad.
[ even as he says that - and means it in the way he earnestly means all his apologies - the intense way he stares at hien lacks any hint of regret. it’s really hard to regret kissing the guy you like, after all.
there are elements to this that he’s trying hard not to fixate on (kissing in their room) (kissing) (in their room!!) (whoa that’s kind of intense actually and a little…) (kissing) … too much… ]
I’ll practice…
[ asking and some mental training. ]
But you kissed me back.
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Date: 2026-04-07 12:30 pm (UTC)Look... Yuki. You don't have to ask to kiss me, but your control can use some work.
[ boy, your restraint... ]
Me kissing you back has nothing to do with your lack of self-discipline.
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