which one is he? full-bodied and subtle? or bold like a punch? they’re talking about food and he doesn’t think 100% that hien is teasing him (maybe? though he looks amused), but he can’t help but want to be all the things hien likes.
even if, at the end, he can only be himself. plain. what you see is what you get. ]
I like… simple and comforting. Mom’s cooking, grandma’s cooking - that kinda thing.
[ Hien quietly slurp some more noodles, taking his time to think about that question. Introduction to family. Family.
... ]
Already? We just started dating today.
[ His usual expression betrays the anxiety he feels deep down. He doesn't think he's good enough for anyone to judge him. Bottom of the barrel. Useless.
[ almost choking on his own food, eyes going wide. ]
N-no, not immediately or anything! It'll be a while - probably. If... when... you figure out I'm the right guy for you.
[ and to an extent, haiga needs to figure out the same. ]
It's just... if that happens, whenever that is, I'd like to tell them. Honestly... the ball is in your court on that one. If you decide no, then... that's that.
Tell me that sort of thing when you think it's time.
[ Not when they just started dating. There's a rather rancid feeling in his gut, but he powers through it, ignoring it with the power of spiciness and heat. ]
[ haiga, who comes from a pretty good natured and easygoing family, tilts his head and frowns with worry. to him hien is great, so of course his family will like him - though he doesn’t know how they’ll take the boyfriend thing, but he loves his family and they love him.
he can read hien’s face enough to know something’s wrong and - ah, what should he say? ]
Okay. [ he leans forward over his bowl, concern drawing him closer. ] I… Sorry, are you alright?
[ saying it’s not his fault means haiga was right and something is wrong. or was wrong. maybe hien’s already over it, maybe not. he won’t try to push or anything, but haiga’s always found comfort in words and touch. it’s also the way he offers comfort.
though… probably best if he stops putting his foot in his mouth. ugh.
anyway.
his leg extends enough so their ankles brush under the table and he keeps it there. sorry for what i said. ]
[ Hien was about to pull his foot back until Haiga says that and he keeps his foot there. He'll never get used to it being a form of comfort, since he's always associated feet touching under the table as something he's not supposed to do.
On the outside, he's the same as ever. ]
... It's just something personal, so don't worry about it.
Right, but… my feelings are my own responsibility, you know?
[ including when he’s worried, or anxious, or disappointed. saying ‘don’t worry’ isn’t a magic spell that’ll make it happen, though that would be nice. ]
I am worried, but - I want to be. You’re not making me or anything. And I know your feelings are yours.
[ he gives it a moment more, then pulls his leg back and starts stacking his utensils on top of his bowl for clean up. ]
Um, so don’t worry if I’m worried. You know I overthink.
[ It makes him feel like he's weak and needs it, but he doesn't feel like he needs the accommodation. ]
Besides, I think I would feel better if you talked to me about your family. Like... stories in general. I want to hear that sort of thing, so... banning it... I don't like the idea of that.
[ it takes haiga a beat to react because what was that? huh? what does that mean? what?? huh???
(but it was - cute?? kinda. a little… is flirty the right word? he doesn’t know???? it’s enough to have the butterflies in his stomach act up.)
he doesn’t have it quite together yet when he stumbles after hien, expression fighting between confused and embarrassed and pleased. tossing his stuff and replacing the tray are automatic actions since his brain is still stuck on the last couple of minutes. ]
[ Hien throws away the garbage and puts the trays where they're supposed to go. He watches Haiga follow, so he slows down a little so that he can catch up. ]
We can't limit things like that, because of how conversations work. One topic leads to another all the time.
Well, I do want us to be able to talk about anything.
[ even just the action of one of them slowing down and waiting for the other naturally and without much thought - that fluttering feeling doesn’t stop. he wishes he could hold hien’s hand if only for a moment. ]
But I guess… dancing around it is just as annoying as poking at it constantly…
Hien looks at Haiga a bit, thinking. They're outside and it's not like he's going to announce his relationship to everybody around him. But still, a hug is no big deal for Hien, so he stops walking and hugs Haiga from the front, wrapping his arms around him like he's a giant teddy bear. ]
[ even as his arms come up automatically to hug hien back. overly warm in his arms - and ugh his heart’s trying to jump right out of his chest.
(he’s slightly nervous about people finding out he’s bi, but mostly he doesn’t want anyone to treat them differently. but hien is so nonchalant about this stuff, haiga thinks most people will brush it off.) ]
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Date: 2026-02-21 08:31 am (UTC)I do, but there's something nice about subtle flavors too, like in soups.
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Date: 2026-02-21 09:50 am (UTC)which one is he? full-bodied and subtle? or bold like a punch? they’re talking about food and he doesn’t think 100% that hien is teasing him (maybe? though he looks amused), but he can’t help but want to be all the things hien likes.
even if, at the end, he can only be himself. plain. what you see is what you get. ]
I like… simple and comforting. Mom’s cooking, grandma’s cooking - that kinda thing.
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Date: 2026-02-22 12:53 am (UTC)[ Because of the comfort. ]
I think that sort of sense would be comforting if you felt safe with them.
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Date: 2026-02-22 05:43 am (UTC)[ it’s the best. hien’s right in that he would recognize it from first bite. ]
Hopefully you’ll get to try it some day. That is… uh, if you want to meet my family? I’m want to tell them about you - and us.
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Date: 2026-02-24 02:33 am (UTC)... ]
Already? We just started dating today.
[ His usual expression betrays the anxiety he feels deep down. He doesn't think he's good enough for anyone to judge him. Bottom of the barrel. Useless.
He grabs the bowl and chugs the soup. ]
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Date: 2026-02-24 03:31 am (UTC)N-no, not immediately or anything! It'll be a while - probably. If... when... you figure out I'm the right guy for you.
[ and to an extent, haiga needs to figure out the same. ]
It's just... if that happens, whenever that is, I'd like to tell them. Honestly... the ball is in your court on that one. If you decide no, then... that's that.
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Date: 2026-02-25 07:04 pm (UTC)[ Not when they just started dating. There's a rather rancid feeling in his gut, but he powers through it, ignoring it with the power of spiciness and heat. ]
I don't like thinking that far into the future.
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Date: 2026-02-26 09:56 pm (UTC)he can read hien’s face enough to know something’s wrong and - ah, what should he say? ]
Okay. [ he leans forward over his bowl, concern drawing him closer. ] I… Sorry, are you alright?
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Date: 2026-02-27 12:05 am (UTC)... I'm fine. It's not your fault.
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Date: 2026-02-27 01:46 am (UTC)[ saying it’s not his fault means haiga was right and something is wrong. or was wrong. maybe hien’s already over it, maybe not. he won’t try to push or anything, but haiga’s always found comfort in words and touch. it’s also the way he offers comfort.
though… probably best if he stops putting his foot in his mouth. ugh.
anyway.
his leg extends enough so their ankles brush under the table and he keeps it there. sorry for what i said. ]
Don’t pull away, please?
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Date: 2026-02-27 02:15 am (UTC)On the outside, he's the same as ever. ]
... It's just something personal, so don't worry about it.
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Date: 2026-02-27 02:30 am (UTC)[ including when he’s worried, or anxious, or disappointed. saying ‘don’t worry’ isn’t a magic spell that’ll make it happen, though that would be nice. ]
I am worried, but - I want to be. You’re not making me or anything. And I know your feelings are yours.
[ he gives it a moment more, then pulls his leg back and starts stacking his utensils on top of his bowl for clean up. ]
Um, so don’t worry if I’m worried. You know I overthink.
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Date: 2026-02-28 01:19 am (UTC)[ He also starts putting things inside his empty bowl. ]
... Family is a bit of a sore spot for me, but it's not like I'll forbid us from talking about it at all.
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Date: 2026-02-28 04:31 am (UTC)But you could ban the subject. [ even as his face says he wants to know. ] And maybe you should? Or we should, I guess?
[ he stands and picks up his own tray. ]
It doesn’t have to be forever.
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Date: 2026-03-02 01:51 am (UTC)[ It makes him feel like he's weak and needs it, but he doesn't feel like he needs the accommodation. ]
Besides, I think I would feel better if you talked to me about your family. Like... stories in general. I want to hear that sort of thing, so... banning it... I don't like the idea of that.
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Date: 2026-03-02 07:44 am (UTC)[ it makes him happy that hien wants to know about his family. his smile stretches from cheek to cheek, unable to hide it. ]
I don’t mind. And you can ask me anything, too.
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Date: 2026-03-02 07:46 am (UTC)But are you sure I shouldn’t at least limit how much I ask about your family? Like, once a week only - that sorta thing.
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Date: 2026-03-03 06:14 pm (UTC)Then he walks to throw his things away. ]
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Date: 2026-03-03 11:42 pm (UTC)(but it was - cute?? kinda. a little… is flirty the right word? he doesn’t know???? it’s enough to have the butterflies in his stomach act up.)
he doesn’t have it quite together yet when he stumbles after hien, expression fighting between confused and embarrassed and pleased. tossing his stuff and replacing the tray are automatic actions since his brain is still stuck on the last couple of minutes. ]
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Date: 2026-03-04 12:22 am (UTC)We can't limit things like that, because of how conversations work. One topic leads to another all the time.
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Date: 2026-03-04 12:56 am (UTC)[ even just the action of one of them slowing down and waiting for the other naturally and without much thought - that fluttering feeling doesn’t stop. he wishes he could hold hien’s hand if only for a moment. ]
But I guess… dancing around it is just as annoying as poking at it constantly…
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Date: 2026-03-06 03:15 pm (UTC)[ No dancing. No beating around the bush. No constant poking. ]
I prefer just talking about it straightforwardly or just not talking about it at all.
[ Hien leads Haiga out of the cafeteria. The fresh air is nice. ]
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Date: 2026-03-07 07:03 am (UTC)What about… talking about this stuff while we hug?
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Date: 2026-03-09 06:44 am (UTC)Hien looks at Haiga a bit, thinking. They're outside and it's not like he's going to announce his relationship to everybody around him. But still, a hug is no big deal for Hien, so he stops walking and hugs Haiga from the front, wrapping his arms around him like he's a giant teddy bear. ]
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Date: 2026-03-09 06:57 am (UTC)[ even as his arms come up automatically to hug hien back. overly warm in his arms - and ugh his heart’s trying to jump right out of his chest.
(he’s slightly nervous about people finding out he’s bi, but mostly he doesn’t want anyone to treat them differently. but hien is so nonchalant about this stuff, haiga thinks most people will brush it off.) ]
… I think you underestimate how much I like you.
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